Sometimes I feel like I don’t have enough
Enough time, energy, capacity
Enough know-how, where-with-all
Enough courage, back-bone, bite
Enough preparation, discipline, consistency, follow-through
And somewhere in my struggle with not-enough
I begin to feel like I am not enough
Despite all that’s been accomplished and all the good within
My unchecked boxes, unspoken words, missed marks, unachieved goals
Insecurities and fears
Others’ expressions and comments
All seem to join forces to reinforce the feelings of
Not Enough
And yet I hear You call me still
Breaking through all the noise
Beckoning me to lift up my head and heart
Knowing
That in You, because of You, with You, through You
I am enough and have enough
To do everything You’ve created me to do
To mother
To teach
To lead
To support
To transform
To love
To encourage
To heal
To create
To be